By Sarah Gilbert
I'd first heard of Our Lady of Mile End via FB -- by seeing a friend flag that she was going to attend the book launch event at the D&Q
bookstore. I learned later she was actually good friends with author
Sarah Gilbert, not to mention she'd also highly
recommended that I read the book. So when I was at D&Q to do some Christmas
shopping, I decided to purchase a copy so as to support a local
writer and fellow neighbour, even though I didn't know her personally. I’ve lived
in the Mile End for about 15 years while Gilbert has lived here since she was
a university student in the 1990s.
A bit of background about the author:
Gilbert
started writing about Mile End while on maternity leave in 2008. “I
took a lot of walks with my daughter, and often I was pushing the stroller very
slowly to get her to sleep,” she explains. “I got to observe my surroundings in
detail.”
The
immediate result was Mile Endings, a blog that recorded the people
and places affected — for better or for worse — by the neighbourhood’s ongoing
gentrification. It found an enthusiastic audience.
So it made
sense for Gilbert to eventually segue into short stories about
the neighbourhood she loves, and the collection became Our Lady of Mile End. Already
loving the cover illustration – Mile End residents "airing out their laundry" on multiple
clothes lines strung between the neighbourhood's signature triplex buildings -- I was very much looking forward to reading the collection, assuming the stories would cover a various cross-section of intersecting
lives of my fellow residents.
First up
was “Material”, about a young artist, Alice, who cleans apartments in the Mile
End for a living. The story begins with Alice taking a shower at
her client’s place. Since she lives at her warehouse studio along with
other artists, and it’s located in an industrial zone, the building isn’t
fitted with kitchens and showers, and the Y was closed due to
renovations. In any case, Alice’s client comes home unexpectedly,
surprised to see that Alice had used her shower. Ok, so far an
interesting situation that reflects the gentrification of the Mile End, which
not that long ago, used to be very affordable for artists and musicians, but
rising rents forced many move to cheaper areas. Interestingly, Alice is a
textile artist who likes to collect castoffs from her clients, namely the lint
that collects in the dryer, to use in her artwork. However, before anything of substance could
take root in “Material”, the story was over after a few pages.
The next
story was “What If”, about a woman named Meg who left the back door ajar while
WFH alone inside her apartment. When she goes into the kitchen, she finds
a strange man peering into her refrigerator. He had splotches of blue
pain all over his shirt and acted rather nonchalant about his appearance.
Since her bf was involved in theatre, for some bizarre reason, Meg
assumed that Jason sent a friend over to perform some kind of prank on her,
because why would a robber act like he’s just dropping by her place? Later,
after talking to her friend, Meg learned a bank heist had occurred in
the area and one of the robbers fled the scene while the police went in search for him. Meg realized that the man who was in her
kitchen and used her bathroom was probably the bank robber!
This made
me recall a fairly exciting news story some years ago about an armed bank robbery attempt which involved a police car chase, then the car crashed, a male suspect fled the scene and was still at large in the Mile End. The
police had cordoned off the entire area as they scoured the alleys and yards in search of the fugitive. This happened back in 2016, but Gilbert re-situated the event six months before the
pandemic, a time when no once visited people’s homes anymore. “There was
no possibility of strangers, no surprise encounters.”
Long after
the blue paint-splotched man left her home without incident, and Meg realized she was put in a potentially dangerous situation, she got turned on as she recalled her chance encounter, hence the title “What If.” This
made me groan inside (not in a good way), and made me wonder whether Gilbert had this very same "what if"
fantasy, ie. “what if a fugitive bank robber ended up hiding in my
apartment?” I didn't want to read about the author's sex fantasy, FFS! Gimme some stories about people's real lives!!
By this
point, I was getting a little wary. I don’t read short stories often, but
I know they can be wispy vignettes and
fleeting sketches of life, yet taken together as a whole, they could form an
over-arching idea, held together by common themes, etc. This was kind of
what I was hoping for in Our Lady of Mile End. But after reading a story,
it would leave me feeling unsatisfied, like consuming bland consommé for
lunch instead of something more filling.
There was
one recurring character who appeared in several stories. Evelyn the English
college professor first appeared in an early story “Introduction to College
English” in which she gets into a conflict with a student named Maya. The story delves into each person’s POV of
the other, and ends up with Evelyn writing a nice reference letter for Maya.
In “The
Visit”, Evelyn is at her Mile End apartment when she gets a phone call from her
brother Dominiq who had just arrived at the airport for a spontaneous
visit. She convinces him to meet her at her chalet in the Laurentians, so
most of the story is about her and her brother having fairly mundane
conversations about their lives. At the end of the story, we find out
that this visit as fabricated and all in Evelyn’s head as her brother never
made it out to see her. In reality, he had been diagnosed with late stage
cancer and died a few weeks later. Not only was the story barely had
anything to do with the Mile End, it was a wish fulfillment fantasy. The
story ended with a “—for Bart” so it seemed to have personal relevance for
Gilbert, at least. And Evelyn Wilson seems to be a kind of cipher for the
author as they are both English professors who live in the Mile End?
Another
lacklustre story was “Green Eyes”, about a young woman named Amber somewhere
four hours north of Montreal trying to hack tree-planting. I couldn’t
remember if her character had appeared in an earlier story, but this was yet
another story that didn’t seem to have anything to do with the Mile End except
for one paragraph:
The Park Avenue grocery store where she’d worked for two university summers
would be busy by now, with lines of shoppers snaking up to her cash… There had
to be more to work than being a human robot.
She got the tree planting idea from a friend of a friend who was
selling his bags and shovel.
Why couldn't the story be about her experience working at the checkout line instead? Personally,
I wasn’t all that interested in reading about Amber tree-planting in some remote
area of Quebec, even if she happened to work at the PA Supermarket. I felt cheated somehow!
“Catch” was
the final story in the collection based on a rather sensational incident of an
attempted kidnapping of a teenage girl in adjacent Outremont. Again, I remembered
the news coverage of the incident and fortunately, the girl was able to escape
unscathed. Gilbert’s story used all the major facts from the incident:
“The
girl, who is a minor and whose name is protected by a publication ban, was
walking to her friend’s house Friday afternoon when a motorist pulled up beside
her at St-Viateur and Durocher Sts.
The man identified himself as a
police officer and said he had to arrest her because she was a suspect in a
drug deal. She was handcuffed, placed in the back of the car and blindfolded,
she told the police.
After screaming for several minutes while the man was
driving, she managed to open the door and fall out onto the street.
A witness
took a photo of the suspect’s licence plate as he sped off. Police arrested the
suspect about an hour later on Montreal’s north shore…”
In
Gilbert’s story, there were also a few witnesses, with the focus on a busybody
woman named Irene, who kind of took charge of the situation. She spoke to the
police and seeing that the girl was in shock, and recognizing a nun who was
living at the nearby Carmelite convent, she got an idea. Irene approached
the nun and asked if the convent would be willing to harbor the traumatised
teenager until a family member arrived. I think this is where Our Lady of
Mile End gets its title from.
It’s
clear that Gilbert drew some of her inspiration from local news articles over
the years and tried to weave them into her stories. The author didn’t
seem to have any real connection to the kidnapped girl. Nor did she seem
to know anyone who may have had a run-in with the “sexy” bank robber. I
was left disappointed that Gilbert didn’t draw inspiration from actual locals,
who either lived or worked in the Mile End. What were their stories, I
wondered? I’m sure former bookseller SW Welch had many interesting
stories about his colourful customers. Pretty much all the characters
Gilbert’s stories were white, Anglo, with similar socio-economic
backgrounds. Gilbert definitely followed the adage of writing what she
knows. With what she didn’t know, she got from news stories of bank
heists and attempted kidnappings. So rather than stories about actual
insiders, it felt more like they were written by someone looking from the
outside in, which is not so different from her early blog observations.
A good
example is the third last story, “The Word”, which once again features
Gilbert’s alter ego, Evelyn Wilson (Gilbert taught literature at Dawson
College). This time, Evelyn is trying to conduct a post-pandemic zoom
class with her students. She decided to read aloud a poem that had the
n-word in it, thus promptly losing control of her class as it deteriorates into
arguments about whether saying the n-word is racist or not. Part of the
story is also told from the POV of the student as the n-word was overheard by
his younger brother and his mom, as they live in a small apartment. The
student and his family aren’t white, but their racial background isn’t
specified. This was the only story that featured people who weren’t white.
The student
observes Evelyn as she vainly tries to defend herself: “I read the words
in the poem so we could examine the context in which Shire uses the n-word and
see her specific purpose for doing so. To clarify, I was not, I am not,
using the n-word myself.”
In any
case, the class was a failure, and a few days later, Evelyn runs into this
student, who was visiting the area with a friend (he doesn’t live in ‘affluent’
Mile End). The story makes it clear that Evelyn, despite being gray
and frumpy, lives a privileged life (we should note that she also has a chalet
in the Laurentians, as noted in “The Visit”.) and strongly hints that Evelyn
has some thinking to do.
Gilbert
once again, probably got the idea for “The Word” as the use of the n-word in
academic settings has been a hot button issue in recent years about whether
freedom of expression can trump the freedom of being othered felt by various
minority groups. There have been media coverage of teacher and professors
in Quebec and Ottawa being cancelled because they dared utter the n-word in
front of students.
Again, like
many of the stories, the theme was only lightly dealt with as the stories are
limited in length. I
very much wanted to like OLoME, and at first it really looked like something I
could relate to. But most of the stories
were unsatisfying or rather meh. The Montreal Guardian described the collection as “warm-hearted
and well-meant” which to
me, is code for “safe literature”. If I was a writer, I'd hate it if a critic described my fiction as "well-meant"! I don’t mind if the stories are about ordinary
people, like myself, but the content of the stories felt limited in scope and
somewhat solipsistic in that it didn’t capture a diverse cross-section of the
Mile End. In hindsight, I should’ve just borrowed the book from the library instead of spending $20 on it!