Thursday, July 29, 2021

8. Running Wild

By J.G. Ballard

The top of my armoire is where I keep the books to be reviewed.  The books are held up by agate bookends and surface area is limited, so it’s an occasional struggle to keep it from expanding too much.  For some reason, Running Wild has been sitting there since 2021 (it’s now March 2024), probably cuz it’s a slim little novella.  Whenever I see it, I’d say to myself, I should really write a quick review so I can shelve it away. But at some point, I’d forgotten what the story was about!  I had to look up a synopsis and flip through some pages to jolt my memory.

 

Another memory lapse:  I also thought this book belonged to Olman but it doesn’t seem like he's read it (no results for Running Wild after searching his blog).  Did I find this book then? If so, where did I find this neat little 1989 Arrow paperback edition? Olman confirmed he hadn’t read this book before and what’s more, he’s interested.  So as soon as I post this review, this book will migrate to his on-deck shelf!

 

Running Wild is told from the perspective of a forensic psychiatrist called upon by Scotland Yard to investigate the mass murder of dozens of residents of a wealthy, gated community called Pangbourne Village.   Twenty parents had been executed, along with twelve staff, including au pairs, tutors, gardeners and security guards.  But the biggest mystery of all was that the thirteen children of these families, whether dead or alive, were nowhere to be found.

 

A nice, detailed review can be found here: https://astrofella.wordpress.com/2020/03/07/running-wild-j-g-ballard/

 

Once the mystery was solved, the forensic psychiatrist then speculated what could have triggered the children to commit such horrific crimes and recreated the chronicle of events that led to the killing spree.  Ballard, in the late 1980's, had written a cautionary tale on how extreme helicopter parenting can create emotionless psychopathic murderers! 

By a grim paradox, the instrument of the parents' deaths was the devoted and caring regime which they had instituted at Pangbourne Village. The children had been brainwashed, by the unlimited tolerance and understanding that had erased all freedom and all trace of emotion--for emotion was never needed at Pangbourne, by either parents or children.

Denied any self-expression, and with even the most wayward impulse defused by the parents' infinite patience, the children were trapped within an endless round of praiseworthy activities—for nowhere were praise and encouragement lavished more generously than at Pangbourne Village, whether earned or not. Altogether, the children existed in a state closely akin to sensory deprivation. Far from hating their parents when they killed them, the Pangbourne children probably saw them as nothing more than the last bars to be removed before they could reach out to the light…

The same schizophrenic detachment from reality can be seen in the members of the Manson gang, in Mark Chapman and Lee Harvey Oswald, and in the guards at the Nazi death camps. One has no sympathy for Manson and the others--an element of choice existed for them all--but the Pangbourne children had no such choice. Unable to express their own emotions or respond to those of the people around them, suffocated under a mantle of praise and encouragement, they were trapped forever within a perfect universe. In a totally sane society, madness is the only freedom.

 

Re-reading this passage, I realize why it was hard for me to remember what Running Wild was about.  Usually, an emotional connection to the characters helps me to remember how I felt about a book. Ballard’s fiction tends to be emotionally distant, and since Running Wild was written in the style of an investigative report format from the POV of a doctor, it made sense that I didn’t really remember the details of this book. 


 

Wednesday, July 14, 2021

7. Heroes of the Frontier

By Dave Eggers   

Dave Eggers is quite prolific.  I wouldn’t say I’m a fan, but somehow I’ve read three Eggers books, the first being A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius (before this blog) and The Circle.

Earlier this year, I found a jacketless hardback of Heroes of the Frontier at the neighbourhood giveaway nook in the alley bordering Outremont.  It’s somewhat thick so I chose it mainly to make space in my on-deck shelf!  Knowing Eggers, I knew it’d be a straighttforward read, but not sure how I’d like it (The Circle was all right, and I can’t really remember much from A Heartbreaking Work, except that it was well-written).   So I brought it along for summer reading at a charming cottage I discovered near Riviere Rouge and it turned out to be a good choice.  Eggers is a talented writer but I never really connected with his writing - until now.  

Heroes of the Frontier begins with a 40 yo woman named Josie, who is somewhere in southern Alaska RV camping with her two children, Paul, 8, and Ana, 5.  We gradually learn about this female ‘hero’: how she came to be adopted as a teen (by her dentist) along with her stepsister, how her dental practice was felled by a litiginous patient, her failed marriage to the somewhat deadbeat “loose-boweled” father of their children.  Carl’s about to remarry and had even invited Josie and kids to his wedding.  Josie’s way of dealing with that was to take the children and flee as far away from Ohio as possible without having to leave the United States.  Enter Alaska, the last frontier.

Josie and children stay at her stepsister’s place, meet various people and get into a few misadventures.  They also visit some roadside attractions.

… but everyone was gone or vacationing, so Josie and the kids were alone in what seemed to be a zoo after an apolcalypse…

     This was not so bad. But it was sad like any zoo is sad, a place where no one really wants to be.  The humans feel guilty about being there at all, crushed by thoughts of capture and captivity and bad food and drugs and fences.  And the animals barely move. They saw a pair of moose, and their new calf, none of them stirring… They saw an antelope, spindly and stupid; it walked a few feet before stopping to look forlornly into the grey mountains beyond. Its eyes said, Take me, Lord.  I am now broken.

One time, they discovered unoccupied lodging where the management was simply absent.  Josie enjoyed a blissful couple of nights sleeping on a real bed and taking hot baths.. before they got ran out by the returning owner.  Another time, she even got some action with a friendly manager of an RV park, though it got cut short when she realized Paul was listening.  Eesh, RV living!   Later on in their journey, Josie and kids broke into a furnished cabin located near an abandoned mine.  Then the kids found a lost dog.  

Towards the end, they arrived at a town festival where Josie met a musician.  She asked if he and his musician friends can help her compose some music, in exchange for dental care, even though she had no training in music, let alone any aptitude for it.  You get the sense that Josie could have been a gifted composer had her life worked out differently.  She and the musicians were getting into a groove with the improv composing before it got cut short by an evacuation order due to spreading wildfire.

There's an obvious allegory Eggers is making: the state of America seen through the experience of an ordinary, single mother.   Thankfully, Eggers didn’t over-romanticize anything and was able to achieve something that was quietly profound.   There was nothing terribly epic in their journey, except maybe the semi-apocalyptic wildfires they encountered. I wonder if readers at the time thought it was an artistic license, like how PT Anderson put raining frogs at the end of Magnolia.  Heroes of the Frontier was published in 2016, the same year the wildfires ripped through Fort McMurray, AB, and well before the huge wildfires that devastated Northern California (where Eggers is based).  And now the heatwave and catastrophic BC wildfires this summer.   If anything, Heroes was all too prescient.  Nowadays anywhere you want to go, you have to consider Covid or climate change.

A couple of trifling issues for me.  On Goodreads, I saw criticisms from Alaskans who said Eggers got many things wrong and questioned whether he had ever visited Alaska.  So knowing this was a little disappointing because as a reader you expect some research and verisimilitude from a critically-lauded author!  

Then there was Paul, "eight years old, with the cold caring eyes of an ice priest, a gentle, slow-moving boy who was far more reasonable and kind and wise than his mother.”

In fiction, one should always be wary of precocious child characters because it’s become such a trope.  In this case, Paul was often the adult in the family, and understood his little sister better than their own mom.  For the most part, Eggers was able make the character of Paul believable enough as he understands children. But the repeated use of his ice priest eyes got a bit tiresome.

Perhaps because Heroes of the Frontier was written as an allegory, there's an earnestness of The Great American Novel that's hard to ignore.  But it’s grounded enough in mundane reality that you can forgive Eggers for it.  One example, was the obvious commentary on parenting in 21st century America.  This review summed it up best and will quote part of it, as it may not stay online forever:

Eggers is not giving us yet another treacle-filled account of how we should live for our kids, be defined by our kids, or describe our life's purpose through our kids.

Eggers dares to offer still more: two extraordinarily textured and credible portraits of young children — rare, in American literature — coupled with a trenchant, spot-on account of how hard parenting can be. Why parents need to take time for themselves, away from their kids. And why, for all that, those same kids can help us to a better view of who we and America might be.

Declaring war on our often narrow, success-oriented, ultimately parent-centered view of raising children, Eggers suggests a model of parent-child relations in which a parent need not be a "heaven-sent and infallible being" — and in which children can be the devils they often are and nevertheless still be passionately loved:

"One second she believed fervently that it was enough to be with her children, the next moment they bored her to tears and were an impediment to all her dreams. Goddamn them, her terrible robber children, robbing her of so much, giving her everything and robbing her of everything else, her gorgeous perfect thieving children damn them, bless them, she couldn't wait to lie down with them, holding her cold hands against their hot smooth faces."

Passages like this reflect Eggers at his best: emotionally honest, conflicted, aware of our failings and yet willing to believe that people like Josie really are heroes, searching in that quintessentially American way for the undiscovered country in which each of us might yet realize the promise of the American dream and become our best selves.

Here's a passage I personally liked.  Yes, it’s earnest, but then again, what parent hasn't had such thoughts when watching over their sleeping kid(s)?   

…Paul and Ana slept deeply and Josie hovered over them, like a cold night cloud over rows of hills warmed all day in the sun.

     They were growing in beautiful ways, becoming independent, and forgetting all material concerns, were awake to the light and the land, caring more about the movement of the river than any buyable object or piece of school gossip. She was proud of them, of their purifying souls, the way they asked nothing of her now, they slept through the night, and relished the performing of chores, liked to wash their clothes—and they were immeasurable better now than they were in Ohio. They were stronger, smarter, more moral, ethical, logical, considerate, and brave. And this was, Josei realized, what she wanted most of all from her children: she wanted them to be brave. She knew they would be kind…

     All along she had been looking for courage and purity in the people of Alaska. She had not thought that she could simply—not simply, no, but still—create such people.

Near the end, when I thought that Josie was starting to find herself as a woman and mother, she goes on a hike up a mountain with her kids, so unprepared she brought no provisions nor checked the weather forecast.  What parent in their right mind would allow herself and kids to continue on a hike when a storm was fast approaching?   I know I wouldn’t have put my own child in this situation in the first place.  But I guess what Eggers was trying to say was this was a newer, freer Josie.  Earlier in the novel, Josie was always a slave to “the voice”.

     Josie, despairing of the waitress who had not returned, downed half a glass of water, and that act, the dilution of the holy water within her, took her away from the golden light of grace she’d felt moments before, and now she was sober of something like it. Tugboat captain?  Some voice was now speaking to hear. What kind of imbecile are you? She didn’t like this new voice. This was the voice that had told her to become a dentist, who told her to have children with that man, the loose-boweled man, the voice who every month told her to pay her water bill. She was being pulled back from the light, like an almost-angel now being led back to the mandanity of earthly existence.

Of all times, Josie chose then to ignore the voice. But whatever, all three survived and they came out of their journey renewed. The End.

I saw that quite a few Goodreads readers felt this was the worse Eggers novel because they couldn’t relate to Josie, thought she was a bad parent, or an idiot with her poor life choices.  For me, Heroes is now my favourite of the three Eggers I read because for the first time, I identified a lot with Josie.  We shared similar thought processes,  insecurities growing up as a teen and the burden of that level-headed voice in my head.  In some ways, it could’ve been me in some of Josie's situations.  Even knowing that Josie is also a cipher, I still felt Eggers had a good handle on Josie as a flawed yet three-dimensional female character, like this Guardian review:

Josie is a memorably articulate critic of America, but the most reliable target of her carping is Josie herself. Shifting between euphoria and melancholy, evasions and grandiosity, she is drunken, loving, distracted, hopeful and scathing about her own shortcomings as a human and as a parent. And you can’t help wondering how much of Eggers himself is woven into his protagonist’s life and preoccupations.

What Eggers and Josie clearly share is a moralist’s indignation at the way the world is. This is a road trip that seems to owe as much to John Bunyan as Jack Kerouac. With his last novel, Your Fathers, Where Are They? And the Prophets, Do They Live Forever?, Eggers earned some criticism for too obviously allowing the corners of his soapbox to protrude through the shape of the story. Here, the anger and moralising are plausibly embodied in a character. And while you enjoy the vim of Josie’s scathing diatribes, you are also gauging how disconnected she has become from reality.

I also observed this, and if this was Eggers’ intent, and it’s obvious it was, he wove these aspects into Josie quite competently.  I liked this book.  And I can now say I like Eggers as a writer.

Passages I liked:

(p. 221)

     Josie thought of her own basement, the things she kept there even while knowing she would feel freer without them.  She knew she felt liberated outside that house, and felt freer without her job, freer away from those hot dirty mouths. She felt freer here than at home, freer here alone than surrounded by her purported friends, and she felt sure she would be far freer without her bones weithing her down andher flesh draping over her bones, all this ugly aging skin needing food and water and moisturizer. To be a ghost! To see all, to see anything, but never to be seen—this might be bliss. 

(p. 242)

     It was not novel for Josie to be apart and stare. As a teen, during the worst years of Candyland, she’d been through a very long few years of aloneness, a brutal and wonderful and terrible time of luxuriating in her tortured mind, her suddenly heavy thighs, her growing nose, the rumors about her parents, the word Rosemont on everyone’s tongues, always implicating her parents, her feeling of being horrified at eing alone on weekend nights but  not wanting to be among people, either. She railed against the injustice of her always being alone, but she loved being alone. As some sort of compromise, she’d taken to long walkds at night, and that led her into the woods behind homes all over town, and when she walked behind these homes, keeping herself deep in the trees, often there were bright lights, and the people inside were illuminated as well as aquarium fish.

     So on these long walks she would often sit and watch the families sit, or cook, or undress, and she found it reassuring and necessary. At a time, she doubted her place, doubted she was doing anything right, doubted her skin was rally hers, doubted that she walked correctly or dressed correctly and at a time when she covered her mouth any time it was open, watching the quiet tedium of everyone else’s lives gave her renewed confidence… And so in those dark woods, in the blue light of these sad hoems, she realized she was no less normal than any of these sorry souls.